So the fear has started to set in. Really.
We are exactly 1 wk away from my first national race and I am scared. Really scared since I don't know what to expect or I don't know if how I've trained will be good enough. I mean...I know that I'm not going to win. I've heard about some of the other participants who are riding. They are already Paralympians so I'm not going to win. I just don't want to lose as in COME IN LAST PLACE!?! It's that competitive drive within me. I DON'T WANT TO COME IN LAST PLACE!!!
I am so excited though! Even more so since my kids get to come down with me too! In fact, there will be A FIRST thing happening during this trip. We will be taking the FIRST true, real live "fake family vacation" while we're in California.
I talked
Trevor into driving down with me so that we could take the kids to the beach. Then, like everything that I plan, I have to make sure that we do all that we possibly can so we are going to go to Disneyland for the day! I could not wait to tell the kids! It's going to be a blast!
Then I also get to have my own personal fan club for my races! hehehe
Ooops! Here it comes again. The butterfly's are back! Here's the itinerary. The highlighted events are the races that I will be doing. They're are supposed to be pretty tough but who knows. I could be shocked or I could get my ace handed to me on a plate. I'll just have to wait and see and change my thinking. I just, no matter what, need to beat my personal per minute time. I'll think small and then the better I do, the more excited I'll be!
ScheduleThursday, March 26PossAbilities Handcycle Time Trial Start on Highland Avenue at Redlands Blvd Course Map and Profile - To come 9:30 am -
PossAbilities Handcycle Time Trial – 5 kmFriday, March 27PossAbilities Handcycle Circuit Race Start/Finish at Beaumont City Hall Course Map and Profile - To come 8:00am -
PossAbilities Handcycle Circuit Race 20 mile courseSunday, March 29PossAbilities Handcycle Criterium Start/Finish: Citrus Avenue, Downtown RedlandsCourse Map and Profile - To come 4:00 pm - PossAbilities Handcycle Criterium (30 minutes) .65 mile course
There it is. There's the plan. Just cross your fingers and wish me luck and be thinking about me since I will need all the good thoughts coming my way that I can possibly get! And thanks...I appreciate it. I really do appreciate all of you who stand by and support me in the ways that you possibly can! Thanks. Here's some love coming your way from me! :)