hAPpy BIrThdAy To My Little BFF!!!

we told her that her birthday could begin with a sleepover in our room. haha! so here she is with her pillowpet, blankie, horse sleeping bag, poses, and all....


i can't remember when my little girl grew up but she did. in exactly 5 minutes "my baby" will be 8 yrs old. not only does this date bring back many memories of her miraculous birth but it also brings back very vivid memories of the hell that "our family" was going through.
my life was completely out of control and things were happening that were unable to take back or to undo. i had no understanding or reason for why my life had turned out this way. but no matter what, i knew that i, that we, were all going to be ok. i trusted in the bigger picture and knew that i'd never be given anything that i wouldn't be able to handle. miracles were happening all around me and looking back i can see every one.
kindra was my miracle baby. my miracle who blesses my life every day. who surprises me with what comes out of her mouth. her imagination floors me and her innocence humbles me.
i love you kindra and i hope that you have the best birthday ever!!!
and like always, YOU'VE GOT TO READ HERE FOR THE WHOLE STORY......

xoxo