Saturday, November 6, 2010

Ragnar Las Vegas 2010...

the day before our trip down to vegas, my car was chuck full...chuuuuck full...and we had to get very creative when it came to our travels. it was pure chaos and complete comedy!
we had a full team of 12 girls, 6 in each truck, and we had an awesome "head" who had everything timed and planned perfectly. at the last minute we had a girl get injured who had to drop out. it was all timing too! our friend angie had just called us hoping to get in on the trip so she was more than willing to come down to play and to run! lol.
we're here and don't worry. yes. i got pulled over in az and got a ticket. :)
poor lindsey forgot the "wheelchair 101" and got clocked in the head getting my chair out of the back of the truck. soooooorrrrryyyyy :(
lindsey and shawn...
(shawn ran too on another team)
nicole (head) and kelly...
angie and brenda...
snarfin down some carbs...lol...hehehe

so like the champ that she is, my bff katie thomas, came over to the hotel the night before the race and curled my hair. she's the best! and i knew that the next 2 days i wanted stress free mess plus i had to see her!

day 1...
staci...

packing up of course in the RAIN!!! grrrrrr....

looking back in fear that one of my chairs were going to fall out!
ipod's and navigation's READY?


getting nervous...lol
stop 1...
lake mead


another random run in with an old friend. julie and i were both on the basketball team back at southern virginia university...


truck decorating...





and the crazy is already coming out...lol
angie aka "the miner" aka "the hedgehog" LOL. we laughed HARD when she pulled this out for her nightly leg!




bling. bling. "we're in this for the bling!" yeah. right. hehehe



i was soooooooooo thankful that the "ragnar" people followed through and put in "accessible" porta potties! such a relief to not have to worry about that like we did at the "ragnar wasatch back". just one less thing to worry about!


after a few near death crashes while off roading, getting high centered on a dirt hill of ginormous heighth, a few wrong turns, and cursing the incorrect course description, i finally made it back. i may have swore a few times and then just laughed about it. i will say that at some of those spots, in the dead of night, not a sound that's heard, it can be quite earie! i was just paranoid about running over a snake and a few times was fooled by some old tire shreds! lol. anyway. fun times like always...
day 2
so i took this picture right before i fell asleep. lindsey was driving, kelly was in the front, angie was running, and staci, brenda, and i, were in the back. the last thing i remember was the crack of dawn sunlight creeping out, the comfy warm interior of the back seat, the music still going strong, and the "watching" of angie still VERY important. i guess we all fell asleep...lol...except for lindsey of course...because the next thing that WE all remember was being woken to lindsey's voice as it yelled "i NEED you ALL to WAKE UP RIGHT NOW!!! i CAN'T SEE or FIND ANGIE! she disappeared miles ago and i've even driven back to where i last saw her. what if she sprained her ankle? and you left me all alone! i'm tired too! and i'm FREAKING OUT!" and she was! lol right then angie "the miner" and her awesome head lamp reappeared. phew. this was angie's FIRST ragnar, FIRST anything longer than a 10k, so we were a little protective of her. (though we've all now discussed what a "natural runner" she is!)
angie out in the desert...lol
after her leg, it was brenda's turn. it was pretty funny because 2 minutes after we started the drive, angie had her OWN little freak out. "wait! you guys! where's brenda???" we let the runner's fatigue be the reason for her duh-ness. "ang? she's RUNNING." lol "ohhhhhh."
our headbands that brenda made for us to wear was giving me a headache so while i was "resting" i took it off. it made it's way back on to my head backwards. together with that, our dollar necklaces, my black pants half way in, half way out of my blue ugs, i looked like a full blown wanna be gangsta. classic and awesome. lol
"we're in this for the bling"...our saying. "bling" meaning money and full on sarcasm because yeah right. like we were even good enough!? this was all about the fun which we definately had! i will say that the "ragnar wasatch back" did have a lot more "fun" in the air and the teams were more on everyones side, more positive, and more cheer-ing. it was waaaaaay more serious and waaaaaay too intense which was actually kind of a downer. :(
brenda and our new bff, the aspirin :)

and yes. these creatures we're roaming around. the trip was then re-named the "jackass show". i swear i almost was trampled by one at the end of my last leg. it was the most random and last thing that i expected to see roaming around in the wild!

AND WE'RE DONE!!! the race ended at the "red rock resort" which was off the strip on the west side of vegas. it was very nice not to mention the upgraded handicap suite that was so dang nice. living room, kitchen, master king, pull out couchs, 3 tv's, 2 bathrooms, and a great view! i will admit. the handi perc's are nice! hehehe :)
time to pack up :(
a night out for dinner after 2 exhausting days and then back on the road we were. angie and i had to get back for our kids church primary programs so were out by 6 am. the ride home went by so fast and i'll blame that on the good conversation and the life style comparing and analyzing that was going on! it's nice to be able to discuss topics in honesty. ;)
the souvenirs...
brenda's hand made bandanna's which were awesome and perfect! thanks brenda!
the medals and the bling...

and yes. the addiction has begun. we're already planning the next ragnar. it'll either be san diego, arizona, or napa valley so we'll see if we can get it planned and put together in time!
thanks ladies! it was pure comedy, great laughs, awesome one liners, great leg times, and the best "healthy" munching EVER!!!
love ya ladies!
xoxo

Thursday, November 4, 2010

one of my miracles...

let's begin at where this first started and let's not forget to see this too!
so obviously her "party trick" has not gone away. the physical therapy helped to strengthen the muscles that are around her knee but the popping out is still occurring. it seriously breaks my heart every time it happens! it can happen when she's running, walking, during ballet, soccer, anything, and there is no warning.
we were able to get in to her original doctor that repaired her club feet when she was born, dr stotts who is up at primary children's hospital. he ran some x-rays and discovered the main problem. the reason why her knee pops out is because it is overcompensating for what is not properly aligned in regards to her bones. it should all "fit" into a straight line and as you can see from the x-ray, it is not. which might i add that i KNEW that this was the problem. i KNEW that it had to do with her bones, not the muscles. mother's instinct...
they need to do another mri to really see the severity of the operation, but there will definitely be one. they will take out some bone from the hip and then add some screws and such in the knee. :(
either way, she'll need to be in the hospital for a few days and won't be able to walk for 4 wks. yeah. home school here we come. we'll make this as fun as we can, right? and i will get some time to learn more patience with homework. homework. love it! learn to love it!


hehehe
silly girl.
xo

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

"you know for me trophies are like herpes. you can try to get rid of them but they just keep coming. you know why? sue silvester has hourly flare ups of burning, itchy, highly contagious talent."
~~~sue silvester..."glee"
hahahahahahahahahahahaha
one of her best ones! ;)

Self Perception vs Reality

"living with chronic dieting is hell. thinking that if you weighed just a little bit less, then your life would be happier. that's a lie and is a miserable way to live your life. more importantly, it's a very short step from a full blown eating disorder. stop. it's time to accept, love, and embrace who you really are"

~~~portia de rossi

one to remember. me especially. the older i get, the more on my plate i have, the harder it is to find the time to exercise like i once did. plus getting my heart rate up can be difficult and the metabolism slow down doesn't help. either way, i'm learning how to accept, embrace, and still love the kt who doesn't look like she did in past pictures. to remember that it's what's inside that counts more than what's out.
i wonder if we each have a "disorder" in one form or another. when i graduated from high school, i was so stick skinny weighing 95 lbs that i was worried about and wanted to gain weight to be more "normal". but then flip it 15 yrs later and in my mind, "that" is what being healthy, being skinny is. stick bone, no ounce of fat whatsoever. it can mess with my mind, i panic, and ask myself "how did i possibly get this big?". i need to understand what is healthy and what makes kt feel happy in the healthy and realistic sense? i know that i'm not 21 anymore but still, i'm not gona lie. it can be tough and i sure want to be. plus...those damn "m'arms" i've got don't help!? lol. oops.
anyway, great segment that i saw on "portia de rossi" and i like this quote that she said about false self perception and the false sense of reality that can creep into our lives.

ps. i just got back from the mall and 2 statements.
1. "victoria's secret" photo ads
2. "excuse me m'am" ahhhh!!!
it's official aaaagain. i'm a "m'am", not a "miss" anymore! :(