i wish that i could walk.
sorry. just saying but after i did some crunches this morning, i just did not want to get off the floor. i just wanted to lie there, in a standing position. i just wanted to get up and walk to the shower. not to my chair.
it's odd when these moments come. just a tiny thought that comes creeping in.
"i hate this. i am so sick and tired of this. i just want to be "kt" again. the outer appearance of the real "kt". i want "my shell" to be the same as "my spirit" again".
soon.
i will one day. don't you worry. i haven't given up yet! and i'm still smiling! :)
it's all mental, right?!
xo
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Hi Katie,
I still read youre Blog :D
Laughing.. Especially the links that you wrote in your todays blog about the bitchie Katie.Great(y)ha ha! Until 12 november.. pfff even after all these years the situation punches you in the face! I am sorry for you but.. But also have respect for the way you deal with it, with a smile on your face!
You have to know that you inspire me
Remember to keep up the good work (crunches:)) because some day you can show them in a standing position..
Greetings from Holland! Love Jovanka
Seriously Katie - if anyone can do it, you can. You inspire everyone who meets you. And you are absolutely allowed those moments of wishing things were different. You're just honest with yourself, and that's why you're able to switch back to smiling and hoping. Because that is just as honest, real and true.
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